I have been gone

It’s been months now and I have noticed a lot of changes around me. Well, that doesn’t only apply to my environment but also to my self. I’ve been clueless and ignorant of what’s happening and what may happen. Maybe it’s because I haven’t let myself to be involved anymore or either maybe I wasn’t just interested. I can’t remember when was the last time I became so excited of doing something. The vigor in me has vanished and my thought now is “Where did it go?”.

Am I lost?

Or its just that I have been gone from my own home – my self.